Wham!

Yesterday I got blind sided by grief. It came in the form of an auto reminder call from the dr. an appointment I had cancelled earlier in the week. For a wellness check up. That call was a trigger and reminded me of the appointments hubby had, the visits, tests, scans and all of that in that hospital complex and other earlier in the year.

I wept what helped me was knowing the verse "This too shall pass." So with a few last tears I headed out side to the garden and got to the next round of edging the side yard the mower did not get. I knew from previous experience that this helped and getting a different focus I could move on and work at getting past this.

Last year my word was Faith. I suppose this year is learning to walk in that.

A friend called it was good to hear from her, she had some fiber for me to spin she had found at a thrift shop. I have been thinking of doing some spinning and weaving but I have not gotten to it. I have been focused on other things.

Even though the city is open across the river just five miles from here the bank lobby's are not open yet, just because a state is officially open does not mean all of the services are usable.

I get a lot of peace working in the garden that is why I enjoy it so much.