Struggles

Yesterday was not a good day for me. It was a struggle. I was frustrated on a number of levels. Mostly about not making progress and none of it is my fault. It is things beyond my control. Covid -19 and other delays still working on paper work and things I thought would be done by now are not.

I did get donations loaded to deliver the thrift shop looked on line said it is open. I was going to do that yesterday but had to bathe the dog because she rolled in something very stinky. [I suspect that is was cat poo.] That took up the afternoon by the time I was done they were closed because they close early. Had to dry the dog. That lead to another task had to do up some wash.

Went out for a walk and it was raining. So we just went to the corner.
She was still a bit damp so I dried her off some more with the blow dryer.

The one pastor I enjoyed on you tube, I had not seen in a while I learned passed away a couple of years ago. That explained why I had not seen hi lately. I cried it hit me hard, I was processing that it hit me close to home in that place in my mind of the loss this spring. Singing and praise helps.

I had to change my focus and thing of some positive things got the living room vacuumed. I baked up some cookies and actually cooked my dinner. I picked up the branches that I pruned off the other day. Got to the dusting first thing this morning glad for that progress.

I got my daily reading done in the word and weekly Bible study lesson read. That helps to have better things to think on.

I went to deliver the donations, I had a low tire on the truck the gauge on the dash came on with a warning, so stopped by the tire shop and got that taken care of. They were open.

Went to the thrift shop but it was locked and closed so I just walked the dog in the parking lot. I stopped by the book store and looked they were closed also,well as most of the the rest of the businesses on main street.

The dog was joyous because we stopped at the dog park it was open we walked and one other person was there their dog had been swimming! Looked like a golden doodle.

I got the back yard mowed and cleaned up the rose arbor some more and cleaned up the carport. So the yard is looking better.