Through the knot hole

Trying to figure out how to upload found a pic of hubby. One year for mothere's day I wanted iris from the ranch that sells them by the orchards in our area!

Random stuff ...
What I call it when going through the emotional ringer the knot hole. This has been one of those weeks. What made me cry music on the radio, the song in my head by Dolly Pardon. Thinking of bike riding together pedal bikes, motor cycles & atv-ing together. Finding a hat from his work. Finding sox he put on the chair to protect bc of chemo. The greeter at w mart asking how are you.  Not getting sleep the night I worried about finding the checks, that were in the check book under the carbon sheet. Shaking my head! I am not making that up.

What made you mad? [my daughter said to write that down] the banks not open, cv - 19 delays, paper work snafu's by others. Oh and not getting my way!

I found out dust does not make me mad I ignore it. :)
I am not feeling alone it is like healing tears.

I located some book titles.... on grief... "squirrel" have to write down a note elsewhere...Okay back to the book will wait to see if I like it or not.
While looking at that I lost the other title I wanted, found they have journals and grief work books so I am about to jot down that info.
I am upset that our library does not have very much resources but it might be that they are remodeling.

Rock painting helps swear word abbreviation warning, I put one on a rock before cancer, and another cv - 19, then moved on to painting tears, and they morphed into balloons painted on rocks that could be released. I did apx. 50 painted rocks.

I painted a stool today it went from purple two shades to one shade of teal.

I walked the dog around the block walked with my coat it was cold today. The sun  come out.

Looking forward to
on my list ... been putting off getting
phone
med. id tag bracelet
Book and journal coming on grief put it on wish list.
Other journals and work books on grief to put on wish list.

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What I like about being single.
Laundry for one.
Jeep is my suv, getting to drive it!
Gonna go get my jeep hat on now.

What is camping in a jeep called? Tenting.
Dreaming of 5 acres with a John Deere tractor to play on.

Now I need to locate my newer files of pics from this tablet learn how to do that.

Yea found a recient pic!