Ocean

I got through that last rough patch of emotions. I must admit I was a bit concerned that it did not feel like I grieved as much as others loosing a spouse. After this weeks ocean of grief feelings I know that I have beyond a shadow of a doubt that I have grieved. I still feel there is a hormonal component that others deny. It is a relief to acknowledge that. 

I feel better today and I got some tasks I had been putting off I am counting that for my anti procrastination tasks for this week. 

I got a bit more trimmed on the herb path. Got the laundry going. Talked with a family member that was also going through a rough patch emotionally. 

Got the dog bathed today she was excited and frisky afterwards.

I had to turn on the air conditioner by dinner time glad to have it.
Got some of the floors done glad for that. I realized that the vacuum had been on vacation so I got it out and vacuumed the living room. 

Then I seemed to snap out of it and had a good day. I got some yard work done this morning for my exercise found a bird nest while I was pruning low branches on the tree out front. 

The Dr.'s office called to see about a well person check up reschedule, nope I declined that not till they get a handle on the cv-19 issues. Our state is still in phase two. Not worth the risk for me as I am well.

I was trying to check on when our tax office is going to reopen, not this year I had to go to the next town across the river got in and an apt. the filing dead line is this weekend for that state we have to do it got ours prepared and got that done. Yea for getting to that just in the nick of time. 

I met with a friend this afternoon we had a good chat and caught up on the news. Surprising all that has happened in a week and a half.   

The gathering in hubby's honor is post poned because of weather this weekend.